My Orange Angel

My orange angel walked past me today, when I least expected it! And that really made my day! Least to say I was in cloud 9 for the rest of the day. Sadly, I only saw the said angel around 10 at night.. But I think my happiness will carry on till the coming morning.

Isn't it nice to have these small small things cheer up your day? You were lest expecting it when, BAM! Suddenly your day takes a turn for the better! It's definitely nice ^_^

Cheers to all my friends, and may their day be a better day tomorrow (regardless of what timezone you people are in :p)

La la la la! La la la la la la.. ^_____^

Tired Because I Did Nothing

Yes.. I am tired because I did absolutely nothing! I can never imagine how tiring nothingness can be! I went to the Youth Wave event this morning in Balik Pulau Indoor Stadium and drove for an hour or so! And I had to wake up at 5.30am and leave by 6.20am.

When I finally got to the stadium, we sat down from 9am till 6pm, and the only things we saw were cramps, sprains, and more cramps! Who wouldn't if they had been playing ball from morning till evening?! But the worst part was sitting down and doing nothing....

I realized that after becoming a nurse, I really needed to be busy (when required la..). I can't just sit down for 12 hours doing nothing..... I'll go out of my mind!

And the worst part was, I asked my 3 other nursing friends to accompany me! Poor them... I really feel sorry for making them wake up so early in the morning and going up to a stadium halfway around Penang to do NOTHING!! Everyone was so tired, they dropped dead in my car on the way home...

So, again. How can nothing be so tiring????
Sigh.....

Living in Memories

My friend recently confided that she has been living in her memories. As in she kept thinking of the past and being sad over those things that had hurt her back then. Then of course, she felt guilty. Guilty towards her present life, where she has been given so much happiness and love. (This sounds really more philosophical in Mandarin.... sorry).

I look at my life and find myself doing that too. I sometimes go over the memories and find myself smiling or tearing up at what had happened or what should have happened and hadn't. Crying over spilt milk is useless, I know.

Oh it really isn't so horrible as crying over spilt milk. My life is pretty much smooth sailing up to now, and I definitely want it to go on being so! I'm no ungrateful $&*#&$@! LOL!

Yaargh!!! There are so many bugs flying around!! Those that are attracted to the light?! I can't type on being "attacked" by them! YUCK!! Will do this some other time.

GO AWAY!!!!!!!1

It's all one sided

One sided love affairs are actually not that heartbreaking if you look at it on the positive side. On another note, it can't be an affair if it's one sided rite? It takes two to tango, afterall...

Oops.. I was supposed to write something here.. My words all flew out the window! Dang!!

Oh well. Will be back for more some other time...

Koi no ABO

I only know the song is about blood types, as the Japanese are really into this blood-type-determines-your-personality thingy.. But the video makes me ROFL!! Ok, maybe because Ryo is so short and he's in the middle of that disco-hip-shaking move....

Oh.. I'm "tepuk sebelah tangan" again ^_^ But I don't care and will learn not to care. As long as I'm enjoying myself, and besides, I'm not harming anyone. But have to remind myself not to have any expectations. Will do my best! Haha!




Lyrics (can't help myself..)

YOUtachi, Nani gata?

Koi wo Koi wo Koi no ABO
Koi wo Koi wo Koi no ABO
Koi wo Koi wo Koi no ABO

Hey! A
Kichoumen biriーbaー
Hey! B
My pace na banchou
Uranai ja aishou wa batsu
Nantoka naru deshou

Hey! O
Romanticist leader
AB
Tsundere producer
Dare ni demo chousho to tansho
Real de aru deshou

Hot na hip ga ba
Odorou ze
Hit na song ga ba
Moriagare
Sanchi wa kintore smile
Stage ni agare

Koi shitetai to iinjanai
Hot hothot
Unmei ga fever
Shinjitetai to iinjanai
Hot hothot
Kanjin the feeling
Subete wo sarake dashite
Koi wo shiyou yo

Hey! O
Pride wa dare to
Hey! B
Maru de Jekyll Hyde
Uranai ja aishou wa batsu
Nantoka naru deshou

Hey! A
Tereya na bengoshi
AB
Unique na dreamer
Dare ni demo chousho to tansho
Real de aru deshou

Hot na Dutch de ba
Dakiyosete
Rich na lip ga ba
Ubaitai
Niche mo sacchi mo de
Stage ni agare

Koi shitetai to iinjanai
Hot hothot
Unmei wa funky
Kanjiteitai to iinjanai
Hot hothot
kanzen ni falling
Subete wo sarake dashite
Koi wo shiyou yo

Yureru kage mitsumeau futari
Dakiaeba kore ga koi no ABO

Koishitetai to iinjanai
Hot hothot
Unmei ga fever
Shinjitetai to iinjanai
Hot hothot
Kanjin na feeling
Subete wo sarake dashite

Koi shitetai to iinjanai
Hot hothot
Unmei wa funky
Kanjiteitai to iinjanai
Hot hothot
kanzen ni falling
Subete wo sarake dashite
Koi wo shiyou yo

Koi wo shiyou
Koi no ABO

Koi wo Koi wo Koi no ABO
Koi wo Koi wo Koi no ABO
Koi wo Koi wo Koi no ABO

(Wahahaha!!!)

Referencing

Oh, just a random note.

I HATE DOING REFERENCES.......

aching healing loving

a friend is drifting further away,
was it something that I did or say?
i raked my mind,
and alas was still blind

what is not meant to be
i guess isn't meant to be
but i still can't find the answer
to what happened between me and her

i shrug it off
pretend i'm not hurt and scoff
but deep inside
heart and mind is a chasm so wide

they say time will heal
and all mysteries revealed
so for now
a finger crossed and a smile
upon my brow
will I continue living