Thursday, October 30, 2008

Robert Downey Jr. & Jay Chou + Tom Cruise

Tropic Thunder. Ok movie, sometimes silly gags. Stop. Robert Downey Jr. Wow!! Haha! RDJ was hot and so good! I can't stop gushing over RDJ after the Ironman movie. Before I caught him in Ironman, all I knew of RDJ was a celebrity who was plagued with all sorts of social problems (not exactly news anyway..). When I caught his performance in Ironman, he blew me away! Ok ok... I'm no Oscar-worthy critic or some smart aleck. But hey, I enjoyed his acting and the show! (I confess, the gadgets got me more... but then again..)


And so, when Tropic Thunder came out, I knew I had to catch it. Yes, it is a Ben Stiller movie, but it has RDJ and Jack Black in it! Jack wasn't that outstanding, his character was just too hooked on heroine. I wished he had a juicier character though. And boy could RDJ make me laugh! He pulled every joke with a straight face! Sigh...


But I have to admit. The best wasn't him. It was TOM CRUISE!!!! I couldn't recognize him at first, but then I remembered the newspaper review said that Cruise was this fat, balding, hairy guy and when he appeared, DANG!!! Personally, I think this is his best act EVER! Beats Top Gun, Vanilla Sky, and all the MI movies any time! Personally, this is Oscar-worthy. (ROFL...) Anyway, I think he'll get a nickelodeon award for best baddie or something.


And Jay Chou has scored again! Dang, his songs are good! The lyrics? So lovely. The music, gorgeous. The poster. HOT!! Unfortunately, I couldn't lay my hands on this album with that cover. They only have the fantasy-yellowy-brownish-warrior one, and that is so not special! Oh well.. Jay rules for now.
Cheers!!


Monday, October 27, 2008

Learning Japanese

Learning Japanese online. Is that even possible?? I found a site which teaches Japanese through its online lessons. So far it seems to be quite interesting and there are audio lessons as well. You read and then you get to hear the correct pronunciation for each word. There are also explanations on the grammar and structure of the sentence at the end of the page.

Well, hope I'll learn some simple Japanese through this website. It's better than me learning it through the J-dramas that I watch where I pick up only snippets of phrases there. I can form a simple sentence at least! Haha! Watashi wa Joyce desu. Watashi wa Malaysia-jin desu.

I'll continue to gambate and hopefully understand some simple sentences at the end! I still think the easiest way to learn Japanese is to get a Japanese boyfriend! Wakaka..
Cheers!!

Monday, October 20, 2008

Rainy days

I love rainy days!! Absolutely adore them! And I have no idea why. People always say that sunny days are the best, where the sun is merry and the birds are singing. I beg to differ. I prefer rainy days. I would love to go out on rainy days in fact! The weather is cool, and the air is crisp and fresh (even if you're stuck behind an old bus...). I love the pitter-patter of raindrops, the thunder whenever it makes an appearance, beautiful lightning streaks (though it is quite scary at times), the sight of people huddled under umbrellas, and of course the colour green.

Green? I think the leaves and grasses seem much greener after a shower. Colours seem more alive and everything is just fresher.... Maybe I need my eyes checked, but haven't you noticed it? And yes, it has been raining today, and dear ol' Joyce is happy:) It's cool and pleasant now and I would love to go out and enjoy the night, but looks like everyone is busy..

Anyway, I spent my day watching serial dramas and had a nap. Come to think of it, I have not enjoyed a nap in ages! No assignments to do, not working for 2 days, ahhhhhh... That's life. Haha, I sound so old... Anyhow, it was a nice day, thanks to the rain and the internet. Caught up with my blog and journal, finally checked my e-mail, posted some stuff up, fed my pet, read the news, getting bored with politics, watching obama, thinking of greg house (I haven't seen him in ages!), and looking forward to work afternoon shift again!

Well, looks like everything's in place. I'm contented, work's fun again. Oh oh oh! I forgot! I had a bowl of laksa sarawak yesterday, and it was delicious! Meg got the paste for the soup and she whipped up this huge pot of laksa soup! It is not the same as the penang laksa. Not so "ingredient-ny", but sumptious all the same. Should have taken a picture of it. Mmmm..

Well, a penny for all your thoughts, and hope everyone is enjoying themselves wherever you guys are! Cheers!!

Sunday, October 19, 2008

People who make you want to scream

Well, I worked with someone like that today. I know I'm not supposed to bitch about people here, but the temptation is so great! I really wanted to scream into her face and stomp all over her! She's a senior nurse (many years my senior) and has just returned from saudi. And boy has she returned! I was in charge today, and I know Sunday mornings are just horrible if you're working in my ward. The doctors all come at the same time, and there are only 6 nurses on duty. 2 are giving out meds, the othe 3 are busy with morning care. If you're in charge, you're supposed to do the doctor's rounds. So there the doctors were, and after they left, all the charts were left on the counter waiting for me to note down the orders. There are people to be discharged, clinics to call, finances to check, blood to be transfused, a patient who had to be in distress (of all times), doctors who who just can't make the decision on their own (oh for heaven's sake, it's just a drip!!), medications with wrong route written (OH! EVERYONE KNOWS THAT VOLTAREN CANNOT BE GIVEN IV!!) and all the hassle that will just make you want to throw the charts around.
Anyway, my story is, there she was team member of room 2. I did not make her team leader coz team leaders have to serve medications and: 1) she doesn't have a password yet, and 2) she is not familiar yet with the pyxis medstation. So I thought she would be better suited working in room 2 with 8 patients under her care (for those in the dark, our ward is made up of 2 open wards and 7 semi-private rooms. The open wards have 7 and 8 patients each. So in total we have 29 patients maximum, the biggest ward in the hospital).
Well, to my indignance, at around 11 am, she started telling me, "Joyce, as a charge nurse, you must make sure that all your nurses take turns to have their lunch". And not once, mind you!! She kept going at that for goodness knows how long!! Hello!! All my staff are very much capable of taking care of themselves, thank you! And hello, we are adults, do I need to tell who to eat first and who to go next?? Our time is flexible. We take our breaks when we can and if we can. If my work is not done, I'll eat later and when I can. Hey do you expect me to put down all my work and go stuff myself when my work is still not done??? Patients come first! Duh!!! Have you not learned that??? What? "Oh, look! It's my turn to eat. I'll just drop everything and go eat". What next? "Oh, look, the patient's condition is turning bad, but it's lunch time! Oh, I'll go eat first and worry later??"
I know she doesn't mean that, but with so many things to do, she keeps nagging me to eat eat eat eat eat eat eat!!! I felt like telling her to eat herself and do her job!! Her reports are not written, her 11am feeding was missed, her sponging is not finished, and she has the nerve to sit at the station and nag me???!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, okay. She's a good nurse and I probably am horrible to talk about her like this, but it's just so... YAAAAAAARRRGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!! What the @@$%&%##$$ are you doing??!
Whatever. It's time for me to shut up and to wish everyone cheers.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

bored!

Well technically, I'm not really bored. There are many things to do. I will be starting work tomorrow, there will be my final assignment to pass up tomorrow. But I am just not used to be assignment free from tomorrow onwards. So there I was thinking, planning. Hmmm... what shall I do for these 4 assignment-cum-studies-free months?? Backpacking? Too late to save money. Evelyn's going to Cambodia this Nov, can't tag along now.. Movies? Well, there isn't anything spectacular showing right now..Bond's due next month.. Shopping?? That involves money right?? But oh! Christmas is around the corner! Hmm... Maybe I should start my Christmas shopping soon!!( yeah rite, as if I will achieve my X'mas shopping in time..snort snort..)
So I'll be working, and oh yea! I have a trip and conference to look forward to! And I'm also looking forward to buy that gorgeous lip gloss, get a haircut, go shopping in KL, get sexy shoes and lovely clothes, buy Jay's CD (the cover's super hot!!!), get more Bublè, watch Sweet Rain, buy the Studio Ghibli collection, get some books to fill my mind, watch endless list of japanese and korean movies on Mysoju (I salute them!!), get that MP3 as a X'mas present, catch up with Nisha before she goes Down Under, meet up with Lynn, update this blog, AND dream of Toma day after day! (How can I not do that!!)
Well, if I look at it this way, it seems like I have lots to look forward to!! Well, now that I feel super-excited, I guess I'll start on something. Complete watching Hana Yori Dango (I & II) on Mysoju, catch the super-finale on the big screen, and dream of Toma tonight! Yop! That is what I shall just do. Ja-ne minna sama!

Cheers!!
(isn't he adorable??)

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Affairs and shortage of nurses

Micheal Buble makes me want to start an affair. The song Me and Mrs. Jones? I've been listening to it and I personally think it's so saucy! How they have this thing going on and they meet in secrecy at the same time, same place.. Mmmm-mm!! Deliciously writen lyrics with an equally sexy score!
Anyway, everyone probably knows that I've just completed my assignments. I did a particularly interesting topic on professional issues: shortage of nurses. I found it quite scary that at least one million new and replacement nurses will be needed by 2016, according to AACN. It's the same thing in Malaysia. We need at least 130 000 nurses (new nurses, that is) by year 2020. And we're nowhere near the target. Not even close. Nursing colleges in Malaysia can only churn out 3 000 new nurses each year. And did you know that there are only 19 nursing colleges under the Ministry of Health, 16 colleges in the private sector and 5 universities who offer the nursing course?
Anyway, the problem in M'sia is most likely due to the fact that majority of our nurses head to the Middle East, partiularly Saudi Arabia. The pay there is from RM 10 000 to RM 13 000, depending on your qualifications and years of experience. Most people who come back from Saudi commented that it was difficult to adapt back to the low income in M'sia. Imagine getting 10K per month for 2 years and coming back here to survive on a fifth of that salary! (If I work for 3 years in Saudi, I can buy the Mini-Cooper that I've been dreaming of!!).
Back to the point, another reason that there is a lack of nurses is also beacuse due to the lack of faculty (ironic?? no nurses, no nursing tutors even!). There are only 16 teaching staffs in my college... They can't accept that many students in, even if they want to! Who's gonna teach them??! So what solutions can we come up with?
Well, there's nothing we can do much about the salary we're getting. It's impossible that we can compete with what they're paying in Saudi, so we're going to have to face the fact that we are still going to lose our nurses to the Middle East. I can only think of changing the mindsets of people. Remind them that the country's healthcare services need them more than other countries. Remind them that they first came in to nursing not for the money (for it is well known that nurses are paid nuts) but to help and to serve.
Perhaps when many have changed their focus, it's time to buck up the management. Those who have been working their asses off should be recognized and promoted. We didn't work so hard to stay where we were 30 years ago. We worked hard so that we could progress.
So any non nurses out there wanting to comment on this? I always welcome opinions from the non nursing people. It is nice to know and understand what you guys think about us nurses and our profession for once. So read up! Drop a line or so and miss you all my friends!
Cheers! XOXOXO!!

Monday, October 13, 2008

Shoes shoes shoes!

Some people love bags, some love clothes, others love accessories. I love SHOES! Haha! I think shoes are the sexiest items around. Nothing brightens my day up more than a pair of sexy 4-inch heels! And oh! They come in all colours! Metallic red, blue, green, lovely white, hot black, every colour imaginable!
Be it from Vincci, Nose, Adidas, Nike, Hush Puppies, Christian Louboutin, Jimmy Choo, Manolo Blahnik (OMG!!), or Giuseppe Zanotti (a personal favourite, though I can't afford them), they are all glorious and wonderful! It comes in many shapes and heights. And there are so many to choose from! Killer 6-inchers, flats, wedges, sneakers, trainers, flip-flops, boots etc etc etc!
Now, how can anyone not love shoes?? Some think it's crazy to splurge on shoes, but I think it's worth it! A good pair of shoes will bring you everywhere, says Joyce. Hehe:) Well, it's kinda true. Imagine wearing Japanese slippers to Oscars... Oh well, Brad Pitt might do it, and whaddya know?! Japanese slippers are the hottest items the next day! Now, that will be interesting...
Anyway, if I keep on crapping like this, I'll get a shoe-orgasm or something like that (quite unlikely, but...) Oh, don't assume that I'm a fashionista or shoe expert. I'm just a shoe-lover who drools at every sexy pair that my eyes can spot :p
Oh well, I've finally finished my assignments and handed them up. Only 2 more clinical logs due this Friday, and then, GOODBYE SEMESTER 1! Then it's 2 months of pure bliss for me before my harrid student-cum-working days start again.... Anyway, I've got Michael Buble crooning everyday for me now, and a dinner to look forward to! Shoe shopping I hear?? Haha!
Cheers!!!











Friday, October 10, 2008

The things that make me smile

I smile easily Hehe. I get satisfied easily, I laugh and smile easily, I even fall in love easily! In retrospect, I get hurt easily, I get irritated easily, and I'm damn moody But that's not my point here today. Have you ever met a person in the cinema who laughs at almost everything?? well, that's me It's interesting to me that the simple things in life can make me happy and grateful So I've drawn up a list of things that makes me smile. Silly things indeed!

1. food (lovely food)
2. lovely weather
3. michael buble
4. ikuta toma
5. driving (alone, usually)
6. rain (not him, the superstar, but rain, as in raindrops..)
7. shopping
8. johnny depp
9. the cute elderly patients i meet in work
10. comedies
11. jack sparrow
12. friends
13. great music (michael buble anyone??)
14. smell of rain after rain's stopped..
15. new CDs
16. sexy heels, shoes, flip flops, anything concerning shoes!!
17. dangling earrings
18. anime (bishonen especially)
19. ikuta toma
20. the flute
21. the colour green
22. and the list is exhaustive............
23. oooh... i forgot.... hot men... silly men too
24. latin dances! smokin!!!!!!
25. oooh.. anything related to chinese culture (asian culture too!)
26. festive seasons!! (hari raya, deepavali, xmas, CNY, hungry ghost festivals...)
27. those petronas' advertisements!
Cheers!!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

People make my head spin

People make my head spin. Period. Have you ever felt that people are the wierdest things on earth? They say something just to mean another thing. Why must someone say "I'll let you make the decision. I cin-cai* wan", and when you've made the decision, they tell you the dislike it? What's the point of saying "cin-cai"? Of course, 'm not perfect too. I proably did it too. I think I'm too much of a doormat sometimes. I try to please everyone too much. I say yes 90% of the times when asked to do something, regardless whether I'm killing myself with the tonne of work under me or not. I really want to change and say NO!
Why am I afraid to say no? Perhaps because I think that saying no will make people like me less. I think I've got inferiority complex or something like that. Or perhaps it's because my period is playing games with my mood again. Sigh.... Feeling depressed now.
I shall not think about that for a while. I've got assignments as usual, and birtdays coming up! I think I'll get SL the nice radio. Oh well, I owe her one She's really a nice friend and that'll be a good enough reason to get her a nice present. And I need to tell myself that God loves me whether I'm perfect or not. I'm sure he knows I'm darn right not perfect. Sigh, when can I go to Iya Japan? Saw it in the newspaper today, and it was GORGEOUS!! I should go volunteer myself there for a short stint one day. Maybe meet Mr. Right there Get hitched after a whirlwind romance and settle down and have kids! And work part time as a nurse to support my family Haha!! I'm thinking too much! At least my mood's up now. Yop! Shall get my hands and brain cells working again. I kinda like my assignment. Hope I get good grades!


Cheers!!

Chinese ed vs English ed (education la)

This is totally random. My friend and I were discussing something when I just realized that I'm so chinese-ed right now. No offence to chinese educated people, but I used to dislike them when I was in school (that was aeons ago!). I used to think that they're so air-headed and silly.

And to my total surprise, I'm being air-headed now. And totally silly... (check previous posts for proof...) Anyway, I'm like stuck between two worlds. The chinese-ed and the english-ed. If I meet up with my CPTs, I feel so out of place. If I'm too english-ed with my ACONians, I'm a weird person. So how do I justify that?!

Let me see. Having socialised (and socialising still) with the chinese-ed people, I find them really interesting. Their school of thoughts are totally different from the english-ed people. Their priorities, their topics... Whereas the english-ed people? Hmm. They're everywhere. As in they have great aspirations and visions and missions and places to go, things to do. Mountains to climb, space to conquer. They're: cool.

Well, to be fair, I'm just jotting that down from my experiences with both worlds. What I noticed anyway. When I first went to ACON, I couldn't settle down there coz everyone was so "different". Now when I'm back among the gang, I feel so silly and little. Different priorities I guess. Or different thoughts maybe. Whatever it is, I should try to be more positive and grateful that I've got both worlds on my side. I can mix around with both and hopefully, I'll find my footing again. And to have this two worlds on my side, I'm grateful.

Chinese ed me?
English ed me?

One down, two to go!

OMG!! My health promotion assignment is finally completed and handed up!!! Now I just surrender it all to God and hope I pass. Sigh... 1 down, 2 more to go. I really can't wait for October 19th. Everything will have been passed up and nothing but a nice break for me. Which will equal to SHOPPING!! Then a trip to KL for a conference this december. And hope I can shop again. Hehehe
Sigh, if only I can go to Richie Jen's concert this November. It would be so nice. So many plans and dreams that I have! To go travel the world, to go learn korean and japanese. To migrate to New Zealand. To visit Taiwan, China. You know, people always say, "do not be afraid to dream big". But sometimes, I think dreams are just dreams after all. Like I always dream to meet Toma. I still hope that this dream will materialize. That will be so sugoi!
Anyway, it's near the end of the year. Which means that everyone will have to re-evaluate their year and look forward to the new year ahead. I never make resolutions coz I know that I'll never stick to them. Hehehe I'm just too horrible with these things. How's my year been? It's been so-so. Not much heartbreaks, but *touch wood*!! I don't want heart breaks! I'll have tea breaks anytime! It has been a nice year. Some small struggles, some disappointments, some internal struggles, some fights, but this year I met the love of my live! Well, the second love of my live (after God, and my family, and my friends...). I met Ikuta Toma! He's such a spot of sunshine! Like a cup of coffee, a whiff of fresh air, the smell of freshly baked breads, the cool lightness of the air after the rain. You get my drift.
I know, I know. You guys prolly think I'm an idiot. Some silly fangirl, as usual. Oh well, I won't bother to explain. But sometimes, I can't help thinking this: Isn't it nice to "love" someone who's so far and impossible? You won't face disappointments because you know he'll never meet you. You get to see them all the day if you wish (they're everywhere!). Oh well, enough crap from me. I'll go have some fun before I start on my next assignment. Catch everyone later-ne?
Cheers!!

Toma-chan's 24th birthday!!

October 07
Toma-chan's 24th Birthday!
It's Toma's birthday today!! Sigh.. He's 24 this year and yet so gorgeous I wonder what new movies or projects will be in store for him this coming year More plays and musicals?? But then that will be sad! Coz I won't have the chance to watch him in action then.. But any musicals will be nice coz then he'll be able to show his talents to the world! I really hope he gets more movies and nice dramas. He wishes to act together with Yamapi, and I think they should be given a chance!
Oh well, I wish Toma will taste more good food this year and act in more dramas and get good ratings and recognition Hope he can also debut soon!
Otanjoubi omedetou Toma-kun!!!
p/s: I wonder what plans r in store for Toma today Hope yamapi remembers it this year!
p/p/s: Joyce has a week more to go before completing Semester 1! Gambate!!!