Monday, November 10, 2008

Conscious Mistake

Damn it damn it damn it! I made a conscious mistake today and now it's eating me alive!!! I feel so terrible and guilty and so ashamed of myself! No I didn't kill someone or made any mortal mistakes, but it was enough for me to hang my head in shame and wish that I could turn back time. Oh God.... My brains don't seem to function well when I'm crazy and that's when I do stupid things. Now I'm guilt stricken and guilty!! I wish I could just die off. Sigh...
How can a simple mistake like this eat me so much??

2 comments:

Ching said...

I wonder what did you do.. you poor thing. Mistakes make you grow, non mistakes just spoil you, and you'll always stay the same

joyceneoh said...

thank you chingy!! you really made my day ^.^ btw.. how's the visa coming??