My friend recently confided that she has been living in her memories. As in she kept thinking of the past and being sad over those things that had hurt her back then. Then of course, she felt guilty. Guilty towards her present life, where she has been given so much happiness and love. (This sounds really more philosophical in Mandarin.... sorry).
I look at my life and find myself doing that too. I sometimes go over the memories and find myself smiling or tearing up at what had happened or what should have happened and hadn't. Crying over spilt milk is useless, I know.
Oh it really isn't so horrible as crying over spilt milk. My life is pretty much smooth sailing up to now, and I definitely want it to go on being so! I'm no ungrateful $&*#&$@! LOL!
Yaargh!!! There are so many bugs flying around!! Those that are attracted to the light?! I can't type on being "attacked" by them! YUCK!! Will do this some other time.
GO AWAY!!!!!!!1
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